a poem
written: 6:01 p.m. on Tuesday, Sept. 30, 2003

cold as stone
i rhyme in monochrome
taking a stab in the dark
driving the blade into my heart
i'm the murderer, the culprit, the victim
maybe i'm the one who slashed my own skin
a pseudo-saccharine smile
in jesus's fiery hell
ties me to de Sade's bed
it's time to annihilate
take your broken blades
shove them down the drain
it doesn't matter much
it's just not enough
to vent to yearn to hate
when suicide/salvation comes too late.

24/9/03, Wednesday, Maths lecture

before sunrise // before sunset


Previously:
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I'm moving. - Sunday, Jul. 11, 2010
In all honesty - Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2010
What I want for my birthday... - Sunday, Jul. 04, 2010
On Roger's behalf. - Friday, Jul. 02, 2010