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boring wednesday morning
written: 11:40 a.m. on Wednesday, Apr. 24, 2002

Stayed home from school today as I'm running a slight fever and a major headache. Went to the doc's this morning, and apparently my blood pressure is low, which explains the dizzy spells I get sometimes, and apparently I'm supposed to exercise. Shit. I spent the entire morning watching TV. I watched "Alias" and "Gilmore Girls", which got cut off halfway because the tape wasn't long enough. It's the best thing to do when you're not up to doing anything...parking yourself in front of the TV and let it do the thinking. Very relaxing.

If I was in school now, I would be having Maths. They're having a Geography test which I did not study for, so it's a good thing, very good thing that I'm home right now.

I'm no longer annoyed at Gen 'cause he called at 8 yesterday and asked if I was angry at him. I started to say 'no', then decided to be honest and said, "Okay, maybe a little."

So perhaps that wasn't 100% honesty either, but it was still something as I'm not the type who would tell a person to his/her face that I'm angry at him/her, not even over the phone. Not even through e-mail. I would prefer to avoid confrontations. And besides, he just woke up and he sounded so sleepy over the phone, and he's just really adorable so I melted all over again, so all is good now.

I'm just like that. A complete sucker.

Had a strange dream. I dived into a swimming pool from the sky, and I could control my movements in mid-air. I heard that one would be killed when one falls into the ocean from a high altitude. I fell into a swimming pool from way up there, and I didn't die. I plunged into the water and dived underneath. And this American with green eyes met me there, and he put his arms around me and we surfaced together.

We sat by the pool and talked. We started kissing, and he enquired (sp) about how my mother would react if she saw us. I told him that she wasn't around and not to worry about it when I turned and what didja know, she was right behind me with my brother!

That spoiled everything and I forget the rest of it.

I'm having trouble staying asleep. I opened my eyes at 5-something a.m. and started thinking about Gen, and after that I couln't fall into deep sleep again. It's terrible, as it never happened to me before. I used to be able to sleep til 10 a.m. and not be interrupted. I could even sleep through an earthquake.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel all right, but my sleeping pattern is beginning to change and it's freaky.

I'm also hungry right now.

Oh yeah. I got silverchair's new album, "Diorama", in the mail yesterday. Not bad. Doesn't quite grip me the way "Neon Ballroom" does, but it's decent enough.

I'm not crazy over them anymore. They're still my favourite band and I'm still dying to see them live, but it's no longer like, "I gotta buy EVERY magazine that features them!"

In fact, I could really care less. Oh well.

before sunrise // before sunset

Previously:
- - Tuesday, Aug. 29, 2017
I'm moving. - Sunday, Jul. 11, 2010
In all honesty - Tuesday, Jul. 06, 2010
What I want for my birthday... - Sunday, Jul. 04, 2010
On Roger's behalf. - Friday, Jul. 02, 2010