no time to waste written: 5:34 p.m. on Monday, Jul. 22, 2002
Things are tensing up in school but I'm not dealing. All I want is the embrace of someone sweet, of someone I love, to take me away from myself, from my world, from my mess. I have to clean it up, but it's hard as I don't know where to start. So much shit has accumulated over the past couple of years, and a habit acquired in three years is close to impossible to kick within the span of a few months. And old habits die hard, and we all know that. Now I'm wondering what I would have to do to get through the rest of this year and come out of it unscathed, and hopefully, triumphant.
