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perhaps, maybe, one day I don't know what it is about you, if it's even about you. Is this just another cheap thrill that I'm seeking to break away from the mundaneness of school life? Do you mean anything more to me beyond that? Those few passing seconds of excitement were as transient as water is transparent; and the feelings that are supposed to arise have got less and less intense. But it all makes sense when I think back to that night, when we played basketball under a gorgeous sky of velvet black, how you looked at me with boyish shyness and passed me the ball, how you hovered around, unsure of what to do while the others fussed when I sustained a slight injury... You'll never know how you're everything and nothing to me, all at once.
before sunrise // before sunset
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