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the problem. I am uninspiring, uninspired. If I were to use a stupid pop culture analogy, I am Chris Columbus when I want to be Alfonso Cuaron. I am Stephen King when I secretly want to be Michael Cunningham. Do you get the idea? I tried writing something last night, after being inspried by a brilliant short story by Joyce Carol Oates, but it was a complete disaster. A few people and things which I think are culpable: 1. The education system in which I'm stuck; 2. My secondary school English teachers for making me believe in a lie; 3. Singapore for being its boring boring boring self; and 4. Myself, for being the untalented, boring me. What does it matter? But it does. I am lost. I am at the losing/loosing end. And I don't know how to end this nicely so I'll stop here.
before sunrise // before sunset
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