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what's the haps? I haven't finished writing about Taipei and I'm afraid the memories are starting to fade. There is nothing wrong with hanging out with girls and I do love and appreciate my friends, but there's always a 'but' when one starts a sentence like that and there is a 'but' here, too. But there are days when you don't feel like hanging out with girls and you want to go out with a guy but you go through that mental list and you're astounded when a few unsavoury names pop up and you think indignantly to yourself, "I'm not that desperate!" Because I'm not, no matter how many self-pitying parties I find myself throwing for myself, no matter how many Friday and Saturday nights I continue to spend at home, no matter how much I wonder what is so wrong with me that no one wants to go out with me. I want to go to New York, Los Angeles, Paris, Mexico, anywhere that'd take me away from here. The day that I become desperate is probably the day that I decide suicide is finally in order. Seriously, as much as I want to make out with someone right now, I'd rather die than to settle for some cheap-ass ah beng I "scored" on the Internet. I'm not saying I'm above meeting people off the Internet, just that I am too good to meet just anyone. The average Singaporean male has bad English, bad Chinese (assuming he's Chinese), no sense of sophistication, and that I absolutely cannot stand. Call me arrogant and you can bet that I'd agree with you a hundred percent. But just like I know exactly what I don't want, I don't know at all what I want either. I'm thinking about all the cities I've never been to and how invigorating it'd be to experience all those cities and I feel the travel bug biting me and luring me away from this tiny-ass country. Singlehood has been fun. Unfortunately, I am bored. Singapore has been...safe. Unsurprisingly, I am bored out of my skull. School is starting soon, I'm turning Why is life so important if it's so mind-numbingly boring? ** A survey because I am bored. I leeched this off Khai. 1. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed romantically? 2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked? 3. What did you do in 2nd grade when you weren't in school? 4. What is the best thing about your job? 5. Do you like more than one person right now? 6. Are you against same sex marriages? 7. Did you vote for Bush? 8. Where are you going on your next vacation? 9. Have you had sex with any of your top 8? 10. Are most of your friends guys or girls? 11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea? 12. Last book you read? 13. If you could have one superpower what would it be? 14. Where have you lived most of your life? 16. Where do you see yourself in 4 years? 17. What's your favorite smell? 18. What is your favorite sound? 19. Are you moody? 20. Favorite movie of all time? 21. Have you ever done anything hurtful to a friend? 22. -makes no sense so i won't print it 23. Have you ever played spin the bottle? 24. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house? 25. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? 26. Have you ever gone camping? 27. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend? 28. Have you ever gone to a nude beach? 29. Have you ever gone streaking? 30. Have you ever had a stalker? 31. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? 32. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? 33. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober person? 34. Do you want kids? 35. have you ever felt betrayed by a best friend? 36. Have you ever lied to your parents? 37. Have you ever been out of the US? 38. Have you ever thrown up from working out? 39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat? 40. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places? 41. Last song you listened to? 42. Have you ever spied on someone? 43. Have you ever slept with one of your co-workers? 44. What do you think of the person who posted this survey? 45. Who was the last person who called you? 46. When was the last time you slept for more then 12 hours straight? 47. Have you ever been arrested? 48. Have you ever stolen anything? 49. Have you ever drank egg nog? 50. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be? ** I could really use a lobotomy right about now.
before sunrise // before sunset
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